Huwebes, Marso 22, 2012

Bakit kaya madaming tao ang naghahangad ng kagandahaan kung pwede naman silang humingi ng kasamaan para malaman nila ang tanging paraan para makuha nila ang bagay na kanilang pinakaaasam-asam, hindi ba?
I GOT LOST AND NEVER BEEN FOUND, I HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT IT’S TRUE

Love is not the sweetest thing you’ll ever had but the most precious thing you’ll ever receive. If you love me, don’t tell me. Just make me feel that it’s true.
Heaven is not found in the sky, but down to earth’s surface, it’s where you’re standing now.
Hate is the consequence of love, and love is the price of hatred.
Crush is nothing without Love; but love is something without crush
You are the reason why I live but she is your life.
Love is not worth waiting…bakit mo pa hihintayin ang taong hindi na naman darating..

Boy: Mahal kita, manhid kalang.
Girl: paano ako magiging manhid? Kung hindi ka man marunong mgaparamdam?

I’m not lonely,
          Im just sad
I’m not happy,
          I’m just glad.
I’m not in love,
          I’m just fallen.

I hate science
 Because I love math
I hate flowers
Because I love chocolates
I hate him because I love you.
Im not perfect like what you wish to have.
I’m ugly but don’t blame me.
I’m rude, it’s just me.
I’m a nagger but don’t blame me.
I’m a liar, it’s the reality
It’s just me, the only me, the one you love and hate,
The one you cried on, that day,
The one that you hated since the day..
….don’t blame me because you are the reason why you have me.

(boy’s reply)
I know you’re not perfect but for me you are
You’re not ugly you’re just too beautiful.
Rudeness is better than kindness
You’re a nagger
but you’re voice is the only thing I want to here
maybe you’re a liar
but I love the reason why you lie.
I know it’s the only you, no one but you
You that I love you that I need you..the reason why I live..
I’m not blaming you…I just keep on loving you..

Maybe I’m a liar but I’m not hypocrite..
You could see I’m nobody but I don’t I care I just wanted to be free from all the things that I could ever imagine. I already fell in love in every guy that I knew but they could never love me back.

I can’t imagine myself with the guy I dreamed of but instead to the one whom I hated most…

I don’t have any talent, knowledge or skill but I know to myself I can do everything.. if only I could try……and give my best shot…..
A life without love is a life that is full of misery because you’re the one I need when I smile, I couldn’t eat without you and most especially I couldn’t face my love without you……….POSTESO


Incapable…
I hate being me because of so many things that I can’t do even I know I have all the things that I needed in doing it………
I’m incapable in having my friends who’ll truly understand me………..
Family…..
Love….
Time……..
Work……….
Academic achievements………
Aspirations………
Dreams……
And until now I don’t know myself……..why?why?why?....(u-u)….

Why I always hated myself?!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes things are not really meant to happen even you wish for so many times if it’s not destined to you, it won’t happen………
I wish I could be a tree because if I’m a tree I would have no reason to leave you….

I HAVE A FAMILY 
   BUT STILL ORPHANED
I HAVE MONEY 
    BUT STILL POOR
I HAVE FRIENDS 
     STILL ALONE
I HAVE TALENT 
     BUT STILL UNKNOWN


          I’ve been living in a world that’s full of pretentions and now, I don’t know how to escape in this kind of world. I hate this because even I tried so much to be true to myself, still there’s a part of me that can’t be true and it’s my heart…which is the most important part of me that I can’t control.
I keep on waiting for him but he doesn’t come so I just keep on pretending that I’m fine and happy all alone waiting for him to come and pick me up.
I hope someday he’ll come because I do miss him so much even though I never met him…yet.

      I d0n’t have the courage to fight for what I want. I don’t have the knowledge to know what I want to discover. I don’t have the heart to love…but I do have the patience to wait until you come.


        When time comes that it’s hard to identify whether we need to comply things without considering the effects that it may cast upon us.________
Love doesn’t come when things are not yet ready for you, so just wait maybe someday you’ll wake up… he is already there knocking to your door. If it does just open it then laugh AND say I thought you’ll never come, where did you go, I thought you were lost in my mind, then smile.
I know I’m not worthy of fame and glory but I hope, even I’m don’t have those I’ll also have love, happiness and contentment to what life you’ll going to offer me. Thanks for life, love, glory, guidance and protection. Thank you. I hope it would never end. But I have one wish… can you give it to my beloved because it would make me more happy and comfortable. Thanks =,)
What and if were the favorite words of each and every one of us. What? If? In short what if? What if I did this? What if I did that? What will happen would it be better?

      Does this mean that each individual does regret to what they are doing? Why can’t they realize that even they regret that result of the things they chose, they could never return it again. Life is too long to be wasted to your regrets, it’s better to accept the consequence rather than to regret about it.
I just saw someone who had made me so happy even though he never looks at me nor spoke to me. I don’t know why but it seems that I’m still happy even though I know that he doesn’t know me and for him I don’t exist to his world. I wanted to talk to him, but I can’t because I’m too afraid to be ignored, I wanted to smile at him but I can’t because I’m too afraid because maybe he’ll frown. I wanted to look him in to his eyes but I can’t because maybe I’ll see what he thinks about me. I wanted to love him but I can’t because I’m too afraid to be rejected. Maybe someday I’ll tell him but not now. Maybe soon he’ll know me but not later. Maybe then he’ll love me but maybe it would be too late. Maybe my illusions will fade if someday he’ll tell me…we can’t be together because I already been in love to someone who’s totally opposite to who you are. I loved you once but maybe it can’t be twice because it’s too unfair to the one who’s too brave too save me from the misery that I felt from the day you left for your dreams. I’m sorry, I’m not too brave to tell you the truth but I loved you once.

I loved but left
I dreamed but kicked out
I asked but lost
I prayed…and I was guide


      I know I must be happy because I’m already part of Universitarian but why it seems that I’m not still happy. I’m still depressed even though I passed the screening. Maybe because I can’t believe that someone like me, someone passive and doesn’t have any experience on how to gather stories, had passed the screening. What would I do now? I don’t know how to do this kind of work. I don’t know how to be someone like them. My head aches and my eyes were wet, because of these unexpected things that happened to me. Please, I need help, I need someone’s help, someone who could pull me up and make sense of my life. please help me to open my eyes to the reality and to cope up to what is really happening. Ttttttttthhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnkkkkkkkkk  yyyyyyyyyyoooooooouuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!
That’s one of my problem because I don’t know what I wanted. Or maybe I never wanted anything. Can somebody tell me that I’m doing the right thing? please(not begging instead smiling and waiting for your reply)



Bakit kaya madaming tao ang naghahangad ng kagandahaan kung pwede naman silang humingi ng kasamaan para malaman nila ang tanging paraan para makuha nila ang bagay na kanilang pinakaaasam-asam, hindi ba?
I GOT LOST AND NEVER BEEN FOUND, I HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT IT’S TRUE

Love is not the sweetest thing you’ll ever had but the most precious thing you’ll ever receive. If you love me, don’t tell me. Just make me feel that it’s true.
Heaven is not found in the sky, but down to earth’s surface, it’s where you’re standing now.
Hate is the consequence of love, and love is the price of hatred.
Crush is nothing without Love; but love is something without crush
You are the reason why I live but she is your life.
Love is not worth waiting…bakit mo pa hihintayin ang taong hindi na naman darating..

Boy: Mahal kita, manhid kalang.
Girl: paano ako magiging manhid? Kung hindi ka man marunong mgaparamdam?

I’m not lonely,
          Im just sad
I’m not happy,
          I’m just glad.
I’m not in love,
          I’m just fallen.

I hate science
 Because I love math
I hate flowers
Because I love chocolates
I hate him because I love you.
Im not perfect like what you wish to have.
I’m ugly but don’t blame me.
I’m rude, it’s just me.
I’m a nagger but don’t blame me.
I’m a liar, it’s the reality
It’s just me, the only me, the one you love and hate,
The one you cried on, that day,
The one that you hated since the day..
….don’t blame me because you are the reason why you have me.

(boy’s reply)
I know you’re not perfect but for me you are
You’re not ugly you’re just too beautiful.
Rudeness is better than kindness
You’re a nagger
but you’re voice is the only thing I want to here
maybe you’re a liar
but I love the reason why you lie.
I know it’s the only you, no one but you
You that I love you that I need you..the reason why I live..
I’m not blaming you…I just keep on loving you..

Maybe I’m a liar but I’m not hypocrite..
You could see I’m nobody but I don’t I care I just wanted to be free from all the things that I could ever imagine. I already fell in love in every guy that I knew but they could never love me back.

I can’t imagine myself with the guy I dreamed of but instead to the one whom I hated most…

I don’t have any talent, knowledge or skill but I know to myself I can do everything.. if only I could try……and give my best shot…..
A life without love is a life that is full of misery because you’re the one I need when I smile, I couldn’t eat without you and most especially I couldn’t face my love without you……….POSTESO


Incapable…
I hate being me because of so many things that I can’t do even I know I have all the things that I needed in doing it………
I’m incapable in having my friends who’ll truly understand me………..
Family…..
Love….
Time……..
Work……….
Academic achievements………
Aspirations………
Dreams……
And until now I don’t know myself……..why?why?why?....(u-u)….

Why I always hated myself?!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes things are not really meant to happen even you wish for so many times if it’s not destined to you, it won’t happen………
I wish I could be a tree because if I’m a tree I would have no reason to leave you….

I HAVE A FAMILY 
   BUT STILL ORPHANED
I HAVE MONEY 
    BUT STILL POOR
I HAVE FRIENDS 
     STILL ALONE
I HAVE TALENT 
     BUT STILL UNKNOWN


          I’ve been living in a world that’s full of pretentions and now, I don’t know how to escape in this kind of world. I hate this because even I tried so much to be true to myself, still there’s a part of me that can’t be true and it’s my heart…which is the most important part of me that I can’t control.
I keep on waiting for him but he doesn’t come so I just keep on pretending that I’m fine and happy all alone waiting for him to come and pick me up.
I hope someday he’ll come because I do miss him so much even though I never met him…yet.

      I d0n’t have the courage to fight for what I want. I don’t have the knowledge to know what I want to discover. I don’t have the heart to love…but I do have the patience to wait until you come.


        When time comes that it’s hard to identify whether we need to comply things without considering the effects that it may cast upon us.________
Love doesn’t come when things are not yet ready for you, so just wait maybe someday you’ll wake up… he is already there knocking to your door. If it does just open it then laugh AND say I thought you’ll never come, where did you go, I thought you were lost in my mind, then smile.
I know I’m not worthy of fame and glory but I hope, even I’m don’t have those I’ll also have love, happiness and contentment to what life you’ll going to offer me. Thanks for life, love, glory, guidance and protection. Thank you. I hope it would never end. But I have one wish… can you give it to my beloved because it would make me more happy and comfortable. Thanks =,)
What and if were the favorite words of each and every one of us. What? If? In short what if? What if I did this? What if I did that? What will happen would it be better?

      Does this mean that each individual does regret to what they are doing? Why can’t they realize that even they regret that result of the things they chose, they could never return it again. Life is too long to be wasted to your regrets, it’s better to accept the consequence rather than to regret about it.
I just saw someone who had made me so happy even though he never looks at me nor spoke to me. I don’t know why but it seems that I’m still happy even though I know that he doesn’t know me and for him I don’t exist to his world. I wanted to talk to him, but I can’t because I’m too afraid to be ignored, I wanted to smile at him but I can’t because I’m too afraid because maybe he’ll frown. I wanted to look him in to his eyes but I can’t because maybe I’ll see what he thinks about me. I wanted to love him but I can’t because I’m too afraid to be rejected. Maybe someday I’ll tell him but not now. Maybe soon he’ll know me but not later. Maybe then he’ll love me but maybe it would be too late. Maybe my illusions will fade if someday he’ll tell me…we can’t be together because I already been in love to someone who’s totally opposite to who you are. I loved you once but maybe it can’t be twice because it’s too unfair to the one who’s too brave too save me from the misery that I felt from the day you left for your dreams. I’m sorry, I’m not too brave to tell you the truth but I loved you once.

I loved but left
I dreamed but kicked out
I asked but lost
I prayed…and I was guide


      I know I must be happy because I’m already part of Universitarian but why it seems that I’m not still happy. I’m still depressed even though I passed the screening. Maybe because I can’t believe that someone like me, someone passive and doesn’t have any experience on how to gather stories, had passed the screening. What would I do now? I don’t know how to do this kind of work. I don’t know how to be someone like them. My head aches and my eyes were wet, because of these unexpected things that happened to me. Please, I need help, I need someone’s help, someone who could pull me up and make sense of my life. please help me to open my eyes to the reality and to cope up to what is really happening. Ttttttttthhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnkkkkkkkkk  yyyyyyyyyyoooooooouuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!
That’s one of my problem because I don’t know what I wanted. Or maybe I never wanted anything. Can somebody tell me that I’m doing the right thing? please(not begging instead smiling and waiting for your reply)



Bakit kaya madaming tao ang naghahangad ng kagandahaan kung pwede naman silang humingi ng kasamaan para malaman nila ang tanging paraan para makuha nila ang bagay na kanilang pinakaaasam-asam, hindi ba?


Love is not the sweetest thing you’ll ever had but the most precious thing you’ll ever receive. If you love me, don’t tell me. Just make me feel that it’s true.

Heaven is not found in the sky, but down to earth’s surface, it’s where you’re standing now.

Hate is the consequence of love, and love is the price of hatred.

Crush is nothing without Love; but love is something without crush
You are the reason why I live but she is your life.

Love is not worth waiting…bakit mo pa hihintayin ang taong hindi na naman darating..

Boy: Mahal kita, manhid kalang.
Girl: Paano ako magiging manhid? Kung hindi ka man marunong magparamdam?

I’m not lonely,
          Im just sad
I’m not happy,
          I’m just glad.
I’m not in love,
          I’m just fallen.

I hate science
     Because I love math
I hate flowers
     Because I love chocolates
I hate him because I love you.
Im not perfect like what you wish to have.
I’m ugly but don’t blame me.
I’m rude, it’s just me.
I’m a nagger but don’t blame me.
I’m a liar, it’s the reality
It’s just me, the only me, the one you love and hate,
The one you cried on, that day,
The one that you hated since the day..
….don’t blame me because you are the reason why you have me.

(boy’s reply)
I know you’re not perfect but for me you are
You’re not ugly you’re just too beautiful.
Rudeness is better than kindness
You’re a nagger
but you’re voice is the only thing I want to here
maybe you’re a liar
but I love the reason why you lie.
I know it’s the only you, no one but you
You that I love you that I need you..the reason why I live..
I’m not blaming you…I just keep on loving you..

Maybe I’m a liar but I’m not hypocrite..
You could see I’m nobody but I don’t I care I just wanted to be free from all the things that I could ever imagine. I already fell in love in every guy that I knew but they could never love me back.

I can’t imagine myself with the guy I dreamed of but instead to the one whom I hated most…

I don’t have any talent, knowledge or skill but I know to myself I can do everything.. if only I could try……and give my best shot…..
A life without love is a life that is full of misery because you’re the one I need when I smile, I couldn’t eat without you and most especially I couldn’t face my love without you……….POSTESO

Incapable…
I hate being me because of so many things that I can’t do even I know I have all the things that I needed in doing it………
I’m incapable in having my friends who’ll truly understand me………..
Family…..
Love….
Time……..
Work……….
Academic achievements………
Aspirations………
Dreams……
And until now I don’t know myself……..why?why?why?....(u-u)….

Why I always hated myself?!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes things are not really meant to happen even you wish for so many times if it’s not destined to you, it won’t happen………
I wish I could be a tree because if I’m a tree I would have no reason to leave you….

I HAVE A FAMILY
       BUT STILL ORPHANED
I HAVE MONEY 
       BUT STILL POOR
I HAVE FRIENDS
      BUT STILL ALONE
I HAVE TALENT 
      BUT STILL UNKNOWN


        I’ve been living in a world that’s full of pretentions and now, I don’t know how to escape in this kind of world. I hate this because even I tried so much to be true to myself, still there’s a part of me that can’t be true and it’s my heart…which is the most important part of me that I can’t control.
I keep on waiting for him but he doesn’t come so I just keep on pretending that I’m fine and happy all alone waiting for him to come and pick me up.
I hope someday he’ll come because I do miss him so much even though I never met him…yet.

       I d0n’t have the courage to fight for what I want. I don’t have the knowledge to know what I want to discover. I don’t have the heart to love…but I do have the patience to wait until you come.


When time comes that it’s hard to identify whether we need to comply things without considering the effects that it may cast upon us.________

Love doesn’t come when things are not yet ready for you, so just wait and maybe someday you’ll wake up… he is already there knocking at your door. If it does, just open it then laugh AND say I thought you’ll never come, where did you go, I thought you were lost in my mind, then smile.(whahaha)

     I know I’m not worthy of fame and glory but I hope, even I’m don’t have those I’ll also have love, happiness and contentment to what life you’ll going to offer me. Thanks for life, love, glory, guidance and protection. Thank you. I hope it would never end. But I have one wish… can you give it to my beloved because it would make me more happy and comfortable. Thanks =,)
What and if were the favorite words of each and every one of us. What? If? In short what if? What if I did this? What if I did that? What will happen would it be better?

      Does this mean that each individual does regret to what they are doing? Why can’t they realize that even they regret that result of the things they chose, they could never return it again. Life is too long to be wasted to your regrets, it’s better to accept the consequence rather than to regret about it.

      I just saw someone who had made me so happy even though he never looks at me nor spoke to me. I don’t know why but it seems that I’m still happy even though I know that he doesn’t know me and for him I don’t exist to his world. I wanted to talk to him, but I can’t because I’m too afraid to be ignored, I wanted to smile at him but I can’t because I’m too afraid because maybe he’ll frown. I wanted to look him in to his eyes but I can’t because maybe I’ll see what he thinks about me. I wanted to love him but I can’t because I’m too afraid to be rejected. Maybe someday I’ll tell him but not now. Maybe soon he’ll know me but not later. Maybe then he’ll love me but maybe it would be too late. Maybe my illusions will fade if someday he’ll tell me…we can’t be together because I already been in love to someone who’s totally opposite to who you are. I loved you once but maybe it can’t be twice because it’s too unfair to the one who’s too brave too save me from the misery that I felt from the day you left for your dreams. I’m sorry, I’m not too brave to tell you the truth but I loved you once.

I loved but left
I dreamed but kicked out
I asked but lost
I prayed…and I was guide

       I know I must be happy because I’m already part of _________ but why it seems that I’m not still happy. I’m still depressed even though I passed the screening. Maybe because I can’t believe that someone like me, someone passive and doesn’t have any experience on how to gather stories, had passed the screening. What would I do now? I don’t know how to do this kind of work. I don’t know how to be someone like them. My head aches and my eyes were wet, because of these unexpected things that happened to me. Please, I need help, I need someone’s help, someone who could pull me up and make sense of my life. please help me to open my eyes to the reality and to cope up to what is really happening. Ttttttttthhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnkkkkkkkkk  yyyyyyyyyyoooooooouuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!
That’s one of my problem because I don’t know what I wanted. Or maybe I never wanted anything. Can somebody tell me that I’m doing the right thing? please..(not begging instead smiling and waiting for your reply)

An Early mission for an Angale

 My world is beyond yours, I wish I am perfect but I can’t. I wish to be part of you but it’s just too far from reality. And I hate to think that, you’re in heaven and I’m here down here on earth and just waiting for you to come and say…” I’m your angel, who came down to earth just for you”. But I know it would never happen.
I’m not that ambitious but I just keep on wishing and dreaming for you to come because I know you will never dare to. I like you but I know I would never love you. I wish that this feeling will just fade away just like the dye printed in your hair.

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